Dead Again

Suffocating me
Living in this world I call my own
My life contains of nothing such as I
No emotion, no feelings, no voice
Slitting my wrists has become a routine
And as you suffocate me I cut deeper
Hitting a vein, I watch as I bleed
Feeling all my pain come back
Feeling myself cry
My pain has never faded
As the thought of suicide won't as well
Because life is now suffocating me
Giving me one last breath to live.