You Can't

Your pathetic life
Filled with everything you ever desired
You cradle yourself for hours
Crying
Because you think your life is so bad
Your stupid mind game gets you nowhere
So open your eyes and look around
Because reality can't be shut off forever
(You can't avoid it much longer)
You cut yourself because you want to fit in
But you know that's never going to happen
(You can't pretend forever)
You try to act depressed so everyone else will think you're cool
Putting a plastic gun to your head doesn't mean you've attempted suicide
It just means you're thinking of lame and pathetic ways to be one of them
To be as fucked up and fake as they are
Except all their pain is real and yours isn't
So stop pretending to be someone you're not
(You can never be a suicidal.)