Done Feeling

She tries
To fight back the tears
But they're coming on strong
She's holding
Back the urge too long
She feels
Her heart drop to the floor
The air stinging her skin
Drying out
Her salty tears
Her mind
Is pitch black
With her conscience
Screaming in her ear
She refrains
Her bottom lip from trembling
And the tears
Streaming down her face
She's done fighting the tears
Let them flow
She's done holding back the urge
Let it make history
She's done feeling
Let her body go numb
As she pulls the trigger.