Gone Forever

I push myself into that corner
Cradling myself with tears falling out of my eyes
You'd think I've been hurt with the way I appear
But this is only my everyday life
I do this to myself because I feel sorry for every little wrong I do
In my mind, it's like I can't do anything right
I just sit in that corner enclosed in a black painted room
Hearing the sweet nothings you whisper into my ear
There is no "you" though
The only "you" is my enclosed in this dark room
My arms are scarred from all the cutting I've done
Marks on my body no one even knows about
My body is bruised from slamming myself against objects
And I have a hole in my stomach from jumping on a pointed fence
My ghost remains in that corner just crying away
It stares into nothing after crying over something
And I break down in front of you just to feel you cradle me in your arms
My dark room is my sanctuary
Enclosed forever in darkness.